Monday is the day....

Monday, more than likely, is the day I find out if my mistake will be reversed. If it is, I will have a job for quite some time. And if my appeal is denied, I most assuredly will be out of a job. I have prayed alot and I am prepared for whatever comes my way. I will survive, somehow, someway. I would rather keep this job but if it is meant for me to be let go, then that is what will happen. One mistake, just one but such a large one that I cannot see them forgiving it. Something that will never happen again and firing me will not bring the money back but I understand someone has to be held accountable. I have been reading Jess's New Testament Bible. One of the things I read in there was this: "If you want something granted to you, pray for it as if it has already happened and it will". Now, to me, that means to have complete faith. Because if you can't beleive in it as if it had already happened, then you lack the faith that it will happen. I pray for alot of things but as I pray I think about what is truly important to me, what I truly need right now. Right now, more than love or companionship, what I need is my job. I have worked too hard to rebuild my life and provide a small level of comfort for myself and my daughter to have a setback now. I can and will deal with the situation if I am released but I would rather keep my job. So I pray as I have read that I should. Whether my appeal of the chargebacks is granted or not, I will keep my job. I will not only continue in my present capacity, but I will thrive and excell at it. I have faith in my skills and I have faith in my prayers to God.